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Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Photos Of The Bump

These are from 29 weeks although I am 30 weeks right now I just like these ones!! And to be honest are the only ones I have edited and on the computer right now. LOL

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Three Words Eight Letters

I Love You.
I never knew I was going to be head over heels in love with two people!! I'm so in love with my unborn daughter and the man I made her with. I cried myself to sleep last night because I love them both so much and can't wait till I see Marcus hold Khloe! I think I will cry like a little baby when I see them together for the first time. Last night while laying in bed and rubbing Marcus' back I asked him...
"Are you excited about the baby?"
"Yes, I am"
"Will you love her a lot?"
"Yes"
"Do you think about her, like what she will look like?"
"Yeah like either me or you!"

For some reason that made me happy and he also said earlier last night he can't wait to come home and ask how is girls are doing and hold his little baby! I can't wait either I'm so ready for us to be a family. I think we will make a great little family there is s much love with in these walls we live in. Yes I am scared and nervous and a little over whelmed, but I am so excited and ready this is something I have always wanted in my life. I couldn't be happier that Marcus is the on I am staring this life with I couldn't picture any one else if I tried.

I never knew love would over power me and make me cry like this, could be hormones but I really do love my little family more then I have EVER loved any one or any thing else!!




this photo is great found on photobucket!

Saturday, September 17, 2011

30 Weeks Pregnant!!!!

I will be 30 weeks pregnant tomorrow, that means I only have 10 weeks left to...
-Have two baby showers.
-Get all the other stuff that I don't get from my baby showers.
-Make sure my baby has nice WARM clothes to wear and a nice warm bed to sleep in.
-Spend my last few weeks with out a physical baby to take care of, to take care of Marcus.

As busy as that sounds I would love not to be pregnant any more. Yes I want my baby to be healthy and be able to come home with me. But having only a little over 2 months left of being pregnant I feel like crap.
-I can't easily move around any more, it takes a lot of effort to do very simple tasks like getting off the sofa or laying down in bed.
-I have to pee like every 15-20 minutes.
-I'm having a hard time breathing.
-Sleep? what is sleep? I can't sleep on my tummy like I was used to for about 20 years, I can't sleep on my back because it cuts off oxygen and other thing my little girl needs from me. I'm stuck on either my left or right side.
-my boobies are leaking gross right.?!?!!!????!

It's not all bad though there are somethings that I love about being fo shizz up the spout pregnant.
-I'm growing love inside me, I know that doesn't make too much sense, but I love Marcus so so so much words can not describe how I feel about him, being pregnant I am growing a person we will both always love, that is a result of us loving each other.
-I've always wanted to be a mother and be pregnant and have a little baby of my own.
-Feeling her kick and move around inside me is amazing! I wish she could just move around all day!!!!
-I'm in love with a little person I have never met and I've never been more excited to see anyone before.
-I will always have half of me to watch grow and become a wonderful person.
-I will always have some one to call my little girl.

Being pregnant is not everything I thought it would be it's not as easy that's for sure. In the end every stretch mark, sleepless night, nauseated morning, ache, pain, headache, random crying and all the other woes will be more then worth it. Until I can hold my little girl I'm still going to smile at every little movement she makes, sing to her and, tell her I love her and can't wait to meet her. And count down till the last minute till Marcus and I can see this little baby we made together.

I can't wait to hold and kiss my little baby... Until then I'll find things to keep me busy and get my ready for her to be in this world with me and her daddy. &;hearts


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