Today is the day.

Well the 27th came and went and no baby Khloe shes still cooking away. so today I go in for an induction. I'm scared nervous, and excited.
I'll defiantly update on everything when it happens wish me luck.

Oh Ouch!

Baby growing is an uncomfortable past time. Since Wednesday I've been having irregular contractions, They hurt they are uncomfortable and are driving me crazy. I think being pregnant has an emotional process that is different for every trimester and milestone, currently I'm in the "GET IT OUT OF ME!!!!" emotional state. Yes I love my little baby and can't wait to see her and hold her but damn I'm very uncomfortable and would rather hold my baby in my arms then my tummy!

Other note Marcus pissed me off yesterday he thinks that my little new born can go out to dinner and, birthday parties even if she is two days old!
WTH?
At that point I'll be bleeding my insides out and, Khloe will not even have an immune system! why can't he understand that he thinks I'm being over prospective and don't want to share my baby but that is not it at all, I don't want her sick! And being passed around to 500 different people during flu season! he also got all freaked out about me wanting a bath chair thing for her to sit in in his deffence he thought I wanted her to have her own bath tub. I'm overly hormonal at this point and feel like he is undermining my mothering skills as I'll baby her to much but I feel that is bull because you can never be to careful with your children! IDK how to get that across to him that newborns are not the same as a four month old baby. Maybe he will just have to see her and hold her and see how fragile she really is.

The waiting game... yes still waiting

-Both baby showers done!
-All baby clothes, blankets, bottles, toys, ect. cleaned, washed, folded, placed, ect.
-Hospital bag packed.
-House clean.
-Emotionally ready.
-Physically ready? Yes I'd say so, My belly has dropped even lower today and I'm feeling way more pressure and having contractions.
So any day now my little baby girl can make her way to this world and Daddy and I will be ready...
So counting down and hoping it's sooner then later.

Happy Halloween :)

Well Halloween is here and it's almost passed. Had a good day with my grandmother we had a great lunch and walked around the mall. Missing my Mom's chili but next year Halloween will be great with my little baby Khloe I can take her Trick-Or-Treating and since she will still be little Mom and Dad will get the candy lol :)


AND HERE IS MY COSTUME FOR THE DAY <3

Still Pregnant

35 weeks and 4 days in.
I'm still pregnant and the most uncomfortable I've ever been in my life! I do not remember the last time I slept through a whole night. In 2 weeks I'll be full term then I think I might start natural ways to induce labor! I'm so ready to hold this baby in my arms not my belly.
On a happier note tomorrow is FINNALY my baby shower :)

Full term or not to full term...

This has been a huge issue within myself the last few days. It seems no one really knows how long pregnancy lasts, 37 weeks is full term? but 40 weeks is a whole pregnancy? 40 weeks is technically 10 months but everyone always says 9 months. So the question at hand is should I be ready early, or later? I keep thinking I should get everything done early, but I will be so sad to watch my Due date come and leave.
With that said I guess it's more of God's way of saying you can't plan everything when it comes to raising a child. I just wish that we could get an exact day. Well until that science is out I'll just have to indulge in silly wife's tales and online quizzes, and lunar calendars.
All of the above are pretty fun ways to predict your labor.



I also asked Marcus if he could pick any day to be our baby's birthday what would he choose.
His answer November 29th (ugh)
When asked why
His answer well she will cook longer and be cuter,
Oh dear men don't get it, but his answers are always entertaining.

Photos Of The Bump

These are from 29 weeks although I am 30 weeks right now I just like these ones!! And to be honest are the only ones I have edited and on the computer right now. LOL

Three Words Eight Letters

I Love You.
I never knew I was going to be head over heels in love with two people!! I'm so in love with my unborn daughter and the man I made her with. I cried myself to sleep last night because I love them both so much and can't wait till I see Marcus hold Khloe! I think I will cry like a little baby when I see them together for the first time. Last night while laying in bed and rubbing Marcus' back I asked him...
"Are you excited about the baby?"
"Yes, I am"
"Will you love her a lot?"
"Yes"
"Do you think about her, like what she will look like?"
"Yeah like either me or you!"

For some reason that made me happy and he also said earlier last night he can't wait to come home and ask how is girls are doing and hold his little baby! I can't wait either I'm so ready for us to be a family. I think we will make a great little family there is s much love with in these walls we live in. Yes I am scared and nervous and a little over whelmed, but I am so excited and ready this is something I have always wanted in my life. I couldn't be happier that Marcus is the on I am staring this life with I couldn't picture any one else if I tried.

I never knew love would over power me and make me cry like this, could be hormones but I really do love my little family more then I have EVER loved any one or any thing else!!




this photo is great found on photobucket!

30 Weeks Pregnant!!!!

I will be 30 weeks pregnant tomorrow, that means I only have 10 weeks left to...
-Have two baby showers.
-Get all the other stuff that I don't get from my baby showers.
-Make sure my baby has nice WARM clothes to wear and a nice warm bed to sleep in.
-Spend my last few weeks with out a physical baby to take care of, to take care of Marcus.

As busy as that sounds I would love not to be pregnant any more. Yes I want my baby to be healthy and be able to come home with me. But having only a little over 2 months left of being pregnant I feel like crap.
-I can't easily move around any more, it takes a lot of effort to do very simple tasks like getting off the sofa or laying down in bed.
-I have to pee like every 15-20 minutes.
-I'm having a hard time breathing.
-Sleep? what is sleep? I can't sleep on my tummy like I was used to for about 20 years, I can't sleep on my back because it cuts off oxygen and other thing my little girl needs from me. I'm stuck on either my left or right side.
-my boobies are leaking gross right.?!?!!!????!

It's not all bad though there are somethings that I love about being fo shizz up the spout pregnant.
-I'm growing love inside me, I know that doesn't make too much sense, but I love Marcus so so so much words can not describe how I feel about him, being pregnant I am growing a person we will both always love, that is a result of us loving each other.
-I've always wanted to be a mother and be pregnant and have a little baby of my own.
-Feeling her kick and move around inside me is amazing! I wish she could just move around all day!!!!
-I'm in love with a little person I have never met and I've never been more excited to see anyone before.
-I will always have half of me to watch grow and become a wonderful person.
-I will always have some one to call my little girl.

Being pregnant is not everything I thought it would be it's not as easy that's for sure. In the end every stretch mark, sleepless night, nauseated morning, ache, pain, headache, random crying and all the other woes will be more then worth it. Until I can hold my little girl I'm still going to smile at every little movement she makes, sing to her and, tell her I love her and can't wait to meet her. And count down till the last minute till Marcus and I can see this little baby we made together.

I can't wait to hold and kiss my little baby... Until then I'll find things to keep me busy and get my ready for her to be in this world with me and her daddy. &;hearts


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OH MY

Last night was one of the scariest nights of my life. It all started the day before I started having really bad pains in my lower tummy, it felt like stabbing/tighting/menstrual cramps. I thought "oh I can just sleep these off and I'll put on my belly band and be A OK" Well every time I woke up to go to the bathroom (when your pregnant it's like 1234248621864176512 times a night) I still felt them. Then in the morning I woke up with Marcus and sat on his lap and still had them I had no idea what these pains where, why I was having them and what they meant! Finally I called OB services and told them what was going on around 3:45 they told me to take some meds and time my pains, I did and my times where way all over the place! I had 4, 10, 7, 15, ect, when I called them back and told them what was up they told me to come in and get checked!!! MY HEART SANK I was so scared I'd be delivering my little Khloe 3 months early I cried and cried!!! Marcus couldn't get off work and had his step dad come pick me up!!

Finally I get to the hospital I walked in alone and was told to put this god awful thing around my tummy so they could put monitors to track my CONTRACTIONS (that's what those are!!!) and I had to give a pee sample of course! I got the tummy wrap and sat and waited for someone to come in. Marcus' step dad finnaly came up with Marcus' little sister. Then a nurse came in and stated to look for the baby with the Doppler. She looked at me and said "I can't find baby" WHAT?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? I was so scared finnaly a real midwife came in found baby and told me that Khloe was a ok. Now for me I was monitored and checked and tested all night, Still having contractions but no dilation THANK GOODNESS! Well as of right now I'm still contacting and was told if they get regular to come back I'm praying that they do not get regular and just go away! I'm so glad that Khloe is still cooking shes way to little to come out! I'm still afraid she will make her birthday a little early but thankful for everyday she is inside cooking! I hope she can at lest stay in there until late October is she has to come early!

Baby Kicks, Moving, Counting down

Well life is very crazy for me right now, Khloe Ann is moving around so much and I think she got bigger because I feel her kick all day. She takes little cat naps but she is constently moving. Speaking of moving I think I may pull all my hair out I'm soooo sick of not being in our new apartment yet! This new place is amazing two bed rooms :) big kitchen, and the living room is perfect for Marcus. It's like a cave and I know how much he loves his cave like rooms. This move is really stessing me out I WANT to be in the new house I can taste how happy I will be. Maybe I just need a nice relaxing bubble bath..


(not my house but I wish lol)

And in other news I keep counting down the days till November 27th, I have dreams about seeing, and holding my baby girl for the first time every day. I think about who she will look like, will she have lots of hair, dark eyes? I've always wanted to be a Mom I think this baby was the best gift God could have ever given me, yes I'm young and yes I still need to finish school. But everything happens for a reason I love Marcus and I'm so excited to be starting our own little family togeather (great I'm tearing up). This is the plan God wanted me on! I feel it with everything we do that this life togeather with our baby is what I was supposed to do! I can't wait to start our own family traditions and for this Christmas our first as a family as Mom, Dad, and Khloe. So here is to my new family and counting down until our baby girl is in our arms!

Good things come in small packages!!

Had a ultra sound yesterday and Khloe looks great (and has both her kidneys). I love watching her, I was exactly 24 weeks and 2 days. My favorite part is seeing her heart beating, it just seems so real to see her heart and watch her move around. Everything was good on little miss Khloe but she is mesuring a week behind, nothing to bad just that she is a small little girl (like her mama I was always under the charts!)

Marcus and I also got to take a tour of the labor and deliver floor, It put me at a very good ease that I needed. Everything the hospital already does is what I wanted my birth plan to be :) so thats always a good feeling!


There she is I love her sooo much already


Here is her little foot :)

I can't wait to hold you little Khloe 109 days (16 weeks) to go <3

My Art My Passion

I'm a photographer. I love taking photos al differnt styles and for all differnt events.
my prices
$30 for a set single model to family.
$40 for wedding dress photos, engagment photos.
$50 for new born photos.
Below is a few samples of my photos if you are interested and live in UT email me at kelsyloumama@yahoo.com to set up a time and place to meet to have your memories last a life time.

A Little Background.

Well, there is not much to say, I grew up in UT, moved to CO for a year then AZ for 5 years. Now I'm back in Utah and once I got back life moved a little fast. I met the Love of my life Marcus :) after a year we are expecting our first baby a beautiful girl to be born on November 27th, 2011. so far I'm 23 weeks pregnant (17 to go lol) I'm starting this blog to keep up with my life lol, and well to show off my photography skills! Below are just some random photos of my life :) (nothing to fancy)