Baby growing is an uncomfortable past time. Since Wednesday I've been having irregular contractions, They hurt they are uncomfortable and are driving me crazy. I think being pregnant has an emotional process that is different for every trimester and milestone, currently I'm in the "GET IT OUT OF ME!!!!" emotional state. Yes I love my little baby and can't wait to see her and hold her but damn I'm very uncomfortable and would rather hold my baby in my arms then my tummy!
Other note Marcus pissed me off yesterday he thinks that my little new born can go out to dinner and, birthday parties even if she is two days old!
WTH?
At that point I'll be bleeding my insides out and, Khloe will not even have an immune system! why can't he understand that he thinks I'm being over prospective and don't want to share my baby but that is not it at all, I don't want her sick! And being passed around to 500 different people during flu season! he also got all freaked out about me wanting a bath chair thing for her to sit in in his deffence he thought I wanted her to have her own bath tub. I'm overly hormonal at this point and feel like he is undermining my mothering skills as I'll baby her to much but I feel that is bull because you can never be to careful with your children! IDK how to get that across to him that newborns are not the same as a four month old baby. Maybe he will just have to see her and hold her and see how fragile she really is.


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